What is the statute of limitations on Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)?
I have been having some health issues lately that have required Dr's. visits and tests and scary possibilities and waiting for results.
Last week I sat in the Dr's. office and listened while the very nice doctor lady told me she was sure everything was fine.
"No worries," she told me. "I just want to be thorough, I am sure we are leading to a dead end. You look healthy and your lung capacity is better than mine, I am sure you are fine."
This very nice, very thorough, youngish, kind of spunky lady had no idea why I sat in front of her with tears streaming down my face.
"That's what the very nice doctors told my husband too, and now he's dead," I told her.
"Oh dear, how long ago did your husband die?" she asked, with the familiar head tilt.
SO NOT THE POINT!!!
I know she was expecting me to say six months or possibly last week by the way I was reacting. I know it seems crazy to be sitting in an office seven years after your husband died, remarried, and by most accounts happy and mostly sane, and be freaking out about a non-life threatening diagnosis and some test results for a possibility that will "most likely lead to a dead end".
I know this logically.
But apparently my body has not caught up with my mind on this one. Apparently, I am unable to sit calmly in a Dr's. office and listen to a very nice lady tell me that she is sure I am fine while she busily orders complicated tests to rule out scary sounding possibilities. Apparently I did not learn the first time not to ask too may questions and to NEVER EVER Google the scary possibility that your very nice Dr. is sure you don't have but insists on testing you for anyway, just to be thorough.
Apparently, I have a little PTSD.
Yes, seven years later.
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